THIRTYTONORMAL

I realized …

after saying I wanted to check out all those sites yesterday that I love information.  I love knowing everything I can know about stuff.  (not all stuff, just stuff that attracts my interest).  And I love associating, correlating and dispensing information (hence the love for Excel charts) .

There is the good and the bad about that though.  The good is that I know a lot about what I know about.  The bad is that I often get information overload and sometimes I’m so busy gathering the information that I never do get around to using it.

So yesterday I did use WW online and spark people … I found out I wasn’t eating all my base points (I ate 21 out of 29) and my calorie count was at 1100.  Normally I’d add a fruit to up my calorie count to 1200, but I’ve limited myself to one fruit a day for the first week of Phase II.  And I don’t have any nuts in the house which would be my second choice.  (The nuts are all gone because Mac loves to eat them (I don’t usually) and I refuse to buy them here when they are twice as much as they are in the states.  And yes I realize that we are only talking a couple of dollars, but it still bugs me to overpay, so I wait to go to the states and get several cans then.)  I think today I’m going to up my protein servings and pick up the calories there.

And I read something interesting on somebody’s blog (don’t remember whose … it was the first time I’d read it).  They said they were doing WW and went to see an obesity doctor because they weren’t losing.  The doctor said that the problem with WW and their reducing their points (i.e. calories) when you are losing is that your body should be getting more efficient at consuming calories as you lose weight and therefore you should be able to lose on the same number if not more.  The blogger said that that may be why WW has the exercise points you can add in.

So I got to thinking about SB.  In Phase II, week 1 you have 1 fruit and 1 starch.  In week 2 you have 2 fruit and 2 starch, until week 3 when you get to 3 fruit and 3 starch a day (in addition, of course, to your protein and your vegetables.)  Now he says you need to add in the fruit and starch carefully … if you find you don’t continue to lose or actually gain, then you cut back again.  But it is interesting that in essence it takes from low to high whereas WW takes you from high to low (until maintenance when WW has you add in quite a few points until you find the level where you are maintaining.)

Not sure if this is still true of WW with the new points system … I seemed to get the idea that the lowest you could go was 29 points with 49 extra.  Maybe Tish will come back into the blogging world and tell me.  :)   Or maybe I’ll go research it myself.  :)

Okay, so maybe I’m a …

little OCD.

I start with tracking on a page here.  Then I’m thinking I need to keep tracking in WW, just to keep my points in line.  THEN I should also do Spark People, Fit or Live Strong websites to see where my calories are. And update my excel spreadsheet.

And what ends up happening is that I can’t/won’t/don’t keep all of them up, so I can’t/won’t/don’t keep any of them up.

I’m obviously a process* dieter.  I like the setting things up and having excel charts and lists and reading/thinking about what I’m going to do.  But sticking to it to the end … not so much.  I get bored/busy/distracted with the diet.  Eventually the tracking isn’t fun any more and I stop.  Then not long after I quit tracking, I quit thinking about what I’m eating, and we all know what happens after that.

What I need to do is be aware that I can’t stop paying attention … doesn’t matter how I do it I need to be mindful of my eating every single day.

Meanwhile my subconscious is happy I’m back tracking.  I had lots of dreams last night that I weighed 167 pounds … can’t wait!

*process dieter …. came up with it because I’m a process knitter.  Love to knit and if I don’t LOVE the finished product I’ll rip it out and knit something else with the yarn because the knitting is the fun part for me.  With some yarns it’s taken me knitting it in three different patterns before I’ve found The One.  (Yarn also talks to me, but that’s another story.)

done dithering

I couldn’t decide how I wanted to do this tracking thing.  Karen’s doing a different blog, so I thought I’d try that.  Got it set up and then realized I didn’t have my own personalized theme with all my own personalized colors and fonts and so I didn’t like it.  Thought again about just adding it to my post every day, but I don’t blog every day and I’m not one for a “what I ate today” only post.

Then I decided that I’d just rejuvenate my old page where I used to track and start tracking there.  And you’ll never believe what date it was that I last posted on that page … 2/9/2010.  Is that serendipity or what?????  So for now it’s a page named “food for thought aka what I ate today”.

The second thing I decided was I was NOT going to do Phase I.  I feel like I can start with Phase II, Week 1 instead which gives me one starch and one fruit a day.  I’ll do this for a week and see what happens.

The sad thing is that I need to (temporarily I hope) give up my beloved chocolate.  Despite it being dark chocolate, I think it needs to go for now.  I’m hoping when I’m at goal that I can have some every day, but maybe by then I won’t care.  We’ll see.

The third thing I decided was that since I was doing SB again I wasn’t going to count calories.  Instead I’m listing what I should have at each meal … protein, vegetables and fat … along with what I can have daily … fruit, starch, milk.