THIRTYTONORMAL

Preventive eating …

aka eating it all in case you get hungry later.

I’m doing okay with the intuitive eating as far as eating when I’m hungry and choosing to eat what is good for my health (because that is a big part of intuitive eating … it isn’t about eating whatever you want because you want … it’s about making good choices automatic (i.e. intuitive)).  I’m still not doing great with stopping when I’m satisfied.

I think this is a left-over from dieting … the idea that you get x-amount of food and no more.  Therefore you better eat it all because that’s all there is.  Plus I COUNTED it!!!!

The funny thing  is when I was raising my kids I don’t think I ever ate a whole anything.  Wash an apple, peel a banana, cut open an orange and there were all these little people there who wanted a bite.  For years whenever we went out to dinner Mac and I always shared our meals with the youngest kids.  (This was before restaurants had kid’s meals … yes my kids are THAT old.)

The answer, of course, is to fully embrace the intuitive eating … to pay attention to my point of satiety and stop eating regardless of how much I’ve already eaten (or haven’t eaten) or how much is left on my plate.

To trust myself …

 

 

No candy here …

for Valentine’s Day.  Mac and I made chocolates and sent them last week to all the grandkids.  So there’s no candy left in the house and nobody’s going out to get more.  :)

That’s not to say there wasn’t a time in the not too distant past when I would have used the day as an excuse to cram as many treats into my mouth as I could.  Especially the day after Valentine’s when everything is on sale.  (Because everybody knows if you buy it at half-price, then it has half the calories!)

We’ll celebrate with a special dinner.  No presents, although once in a while Mac buys me flowers, but that usually only happens when he happens to be at the grocery store on the day and there is a big display of flowers right in front of him.  Which is okay because he knows that I’m not really a flowers kind of woman … they are okay once in a while but there’s a lot of other things I’d rather have.  Like some accessories for my IPad.  Just sayin’.

I committed a couple of weeks ago to getting the exercise done every day.  I started with a simple plan … so many every hour … and it’s evolved into me getting back onto the Nordic trak (ski machine) and lifting weights every day.  Nice. I’m back to looking forward to doing it, rather than having to force myself into the basement.

Does anybody (who counts calories) count their exercise calories?  I’ve always felt that unless I was really killing it, then I most likely wasn’t working hard enough to make that much of a difference.

I do feel the difference in my body when I’m exercising.  Another of those things that makes me wonder why I ever quit exercising when it feels so good.

Eating has also been excellent.  One of those things where the more I do it the easier it is to do.  I have had a couple of pieces of fruit in the last week … absolutely delicious oranges twice and a banana once.  My weight is still creeping downward, so I know I’m not overdoing it.

I have realized that my mindset at the moment is if I can’t have all I want of something (cupcakes!), then I don’t want any.  This is working as long as I don’t have that first bite and I believe this is where I need to be right now.  Maybe after I’ve lost the weight, I can think about having just one bite, but I know I’m not ready to do it now.

And isn’t that what this is all about … knowing what is right for you??

 

time flies …

when you’re traveling 4 days out of 8.

I kept meaning to blog and catch up on blogs, but didn’t even turn on the computer most days.  I did come home with my weight unchanged which was good … I don’t drink nearly enough water when I’m traveling due to lack of facilities on the road.  Did fairly well with eating out for four days … a lot more sodium than meals I make at home for sure.

I had two extra graphs on my side bar.  One for days of exercise and one for days on plan.  I’ve decided to take both down.  The problem with the days on plan (my goal was 21 which I met) was that once I meet the goal, then I’m starting again and we all know what that means … free day because we are starting over.

Fortunately I did read somebody’s blog … don’t remember whose it was but thank you to them … who just went to her local cupcake store for the first time.  She talked about how the person she used to be would have bought cupcakes and eaten them in the car and how that wasn’t the person she was now.

And it made me stop and think about the person I am.

I am the person who relishes eating vegetables and protein, who likes to exercise, who revels in new recipes that don’t have sugars or grains.  I am on the track to health and wellness and I have no intention of falling off again.  I love where I am, how I feel, and where I’m going (albeit very slowly).

So I’m back for two weeks and I’m reloading not restarting …