THIRTYTONORMAL

a new plan (that’s really the old plan)

One of the problems with overeating (outside, of course, of the point that you are overeating) is that once the food is eaten the discussion is over.

Unlike exercise.  With exercise you can give yourself all the excuses in the world for not doing it, but until the day is over you still have the opportunity to get it done.

I think it was RS who used to say “a moment on the lips, forever on the hips”.  While it may not be forever, it’s still not something you can take back.

So many times with the exercise thing, I’m already starting the exercise while I’m still telling myself I don’t have to do it.  Unfortunately that happens with the overeating too.  The food is already in my mouth while I’m still telling myself I don’t really want it.

I need to come up with ways to slow that process down.  To give myself more time between the “I want” and the “I ate”.

Not having the temptation is the house is a great idea, except that I can overeat cheese, nuts and fruit, just as easily as cookies and cake.  I’m thinking I’ll start imposing a “can’t have it until I’ve drunk 16 oz of water” plan.

I need to make sure I’m eating enough lean protein and make sure I get in my vegetables.  I also need to start paying attention to my triggers, like boredom (my #1 trigger).  I had an insanely wonderful busy summer and while I like that things have calmed down it also leaves me more time to think about food.  And I need to rethink the fruits and grains, as much as I love them.  I’ve just been having a sandwich thin once a day, but it may be too much for me.  It’s almost the end of the season for getting good fresh fruit up here, so that will take care of itself.

I’m going to re-read my posts again also to reinforce what I know is true for me and my weight loss. I need to embrace my body’s needs rather than try to find a way to work around them.

It IS what you eat…

at least for me, not just how much.  I’ve mentioned before that one of the reasons WW didn’t work FOR ME (I know it works wonderfully for lots and lots of people, but this is about me :) ) was because I took it very seriously when they said I could eat whatever I wanted as long as I stayed within my points.  Now I understand that they didn’t mean eat 20 points worth of cake every day and you’ll lose weight, but that’s what I heard.

Which leads me to my lack of loss this week.  I have not been over eating at all.  Haven’t even thought about any sugar-laden anything.  What I have been having is my regular bread (made by my local bakery, 100% whole wheat with 3 grams of fiber and 80 calories a slice) with peanut butter in the morning instead of my previous usual of protein and vegetables.  This hasn’t lead to any overeating; in fact I go longer without getting hungry than I do with some other morning meals.  And I have had nuts (one serving measured out) or one babybel in the afternoon, another couple of foods that are healthy, but seem to stall my weight loss.

I’m a believer that some foods, regardless of how “okay” they should be, just don’t work for me.  For some reason I don’t lose weight when I eat them. Lesson reinforced.

I’m off to the warm south this afternoon.  It’s 32 degrees with a windchill of 16 and 8″ of new snow and still snowing here.  No fun at all and the roads are a mess where we live.  It will be wonderful to not have to wear sweaters in May.  :)

I’ll be back on Tuesday for sure.

no cheese for me

I think I need to cut back on the cheese.  At least I’ll try it for a couple of days and see how it goes.

I was looking back on what I had written in my other journal the last time I lost weight and too much cheese and/or too many nuts definitely were not good for my weight loss.  I’ve been eating the Planter’s SB nuts and watching my amounts, but we ran out of those, can’t get them up here, and so I started eating peanuts again.

got the entire house sparkling today because the appraiser was coming by.  (although, seriously, why do I care?)  Anyway, it turned out with the landlord that she needs to refinance and was hoping to get more money out of us.  When she realized that we could ALSO put things into the contract, she backtracked pretty quickly and said she was happy to renew our initial contract.  That means that the company won’t pay for us to move, so we’ll stay where we are (whereas if there was a new contract and we couldn’t come to terms then the company would have paid relocation expenses.)

I can’t believe it’s already the first of the month tomorrow.  It always throws me off when the fourth Thursday of November (i.e. Thanksgiving) is the last Thursday of November.  I like having that extra week in there between Thanksgiving and the first of December.